During this week’s episode of Sister Wives, Kody candidly shared how he’s struggling to alter to lifestyles publish-divorce. In the previous episode, his 1/3 wife, Christine Brown, informed fellow sister better halves Meri Brown, Janelle Brown and Robyn Brown that she is leaving Kody. (She publicly introduced the breakup news in November 2021 after 25 years of marriage.)

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“My lifestyles is in a shape of limbo due to the fact Christine’s leaving, and I do not know what that looks like,” Kody, 53, stated in a confessional.

“I’ve been type of within the anger phase of divorce, and so I’ve no longer been addressing it thoroughly,” he persevered.

“I wager this production venture [on the family’s Coyote Pass property] with Janelle and Pete [is] type of one of those things to get my thoughts off the divorce frustration.

But dude, I am within the anger section and each every now and then, I simply get tied up in knots over Christine leaving.”

Kody is simplest legally married to Robyn, 43. But he has taken into consideration himself to be spiritually married to his other other halves, despite the fact that Kody’s courting with Meri, 51, has end up extra platonic over the years.

Christine’s departure from the polygamous marriage has already brought about turmoil for the Brown family.

However, later in the episode, most of the bunch came collectively to attend a graduation party for Christine’s daughter Ysabel despite that.

(The event happened weeks after Christine told the wives of her separation from Kody, and she or he hadn’t spoken to any of the girls due to the fact that that communication.)

According to Christine, the birthday celebration “might be one of the final times we get together,” mainly as she plans to move again to Utah.

But given the circumstance, Robyn admitted she was “a little bit fearful” to visit the occasion out of worry that the own family would battle to “be normal and natural and secure” around each other. Fortunately for every body, the kids, especially, enjoyed themselves at Ysabel’s graduation party.

But Kody admitted he still can’t remove himself from a “cloud of disappointment,” saying it is “due to the nuance of a breakup.”

“I do not know what that is going to result in,” he stated in a confessional. “I do not know what else goes to head on.”

Kody also recognized that he’s “no longer in a great location” with lots of his kids both, pronouncing he has “strained relationships” with some of them.

While he isn’t always “looking to be indignant or preserve them accountable” for where matters are, he said he does feel as if he would not have the “recognize” he believes he deserves from his children. “No, I’m now not k,” he said. “I’m in a funk. It’s type of this loneliness mixed with a bitterness with the complete own family.”

Kody then admitted that he’s “dwelling in a delusional world where I’m wishing Christine wouldn’t depart” and hoping that he should “maintain a few quasi-circle of relatives dating” along with his ex-wife as well as their daughter Ysabel, who is transferring to North Carolina after commencement to attend university.

She will stay with Janelle’s daughter, Maddie (Brown) Brush, and her husband, Caleb Brush.

The Brown own family patriarch additionally stated he is now “struggling with type of a kingdom of regret.”

“It’s a peculiar factor to be getting left,” he persisted. “It’s made me question moving into plural marriage.

It’s made me question my religion and specifically query faith. The message that we needed to the arena about purposeful polygamy seems so dysfunctional now.”

Kody’s three closing better halves also wondered how Christine’s departure might in the long run impact the circle of relatives’s future — and a number of them took it a step in addition, wondering why Christine would leave within the first region. “How is this wrong? How does this no longer paintings for everyone?” Robyn stated in a confessional.

“Why is not this some thing well worth preventing for? Why is not this some thing well worth staying for?”

“Why can not we paintings on the things that we need to work on between every different? We’re no longer doing justice to our own family, and we are no longer doing justice to Ariella and Solomon and Truley, those babies who really need to have that safety of family,” Meri instructed the cameras as Janelle brought in a separate confessional, “It feels like there’s storms brewing in the own family.  I do not know what they imply, I do not know what the final results might be.

I personally am not very constructive that we are going to see many days like this [party going forward].”

Sister Wives airs Sundays at 10 p.M. ET on TLC.

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